I’m just finishing up my new format for my resume. It’s the same format as Aka’s resume, which I love, because mine was too cluttered. This version makes it look like i have way fewer words, when in reality, I didn’t take anything out.
I need to find a job.
But I need to find a job that I love.
And I am lost at sea right now. What is it that I’m passionate about? Where will I be in the next few months?
I feel like I’m at a standstill and I want to just keep moving…in the right direction of course….but keep moving.
Apparently I’m supposed to put myself out there on the 22nd – this Saturday – because it’s a good day for Aries 😛 Not sure how much I can believe these things. But I do want to have that ‘feeling’ again. I miss it. It’s been 3 years since I’ve was in a ‘relationship’ – if you can call my last one that. It’s been 3 years since I’ve kissed somebody. Looking back, I’ve got a pretty sad relationship history. I want to meet ppl this year. Not just randoms…and not just boys who are boys who are confused. I want to meet a man. lol
Someone who gives me the butterflies….someone who will take care of me as I will him. Someone that I can love. I’ve never loved anybody…and sometimes I wonder if I ever will…
I don’t want to lose hope just yet… it would be a waste of the time I’m in right now. I have to make this year more exciting! I have decided to *try* to break free from this shyness that I have with boys and put myself out there for the ‘right’ ones. I haven’t met him yet…that much I know.