I, for the longest time, wanted to believe that there’s someone for me and I’ll find him or he’ll find me at some point in time. But, I really don’t see it. LOL.
I’m know I’m not doing anything about it. I went on one casual “date” (if you can call it that) last year, lol. How pathetic is that?
But I just don’t see it. And I’m not going to compromise on who I”m going to be with because I can’t find him. I feel like I’m too old and I haven’t built anything with anyone. I’ve never loved anyone like that before. And I’m 26 years old.
It’s hard to stay positive when it comes to this stuff sometimes….
I have so many regrets, to be honest. But I can’t let myself slip into the past. Not regrets in what I did or who I was with. But just wasted time, I guess.
Gosh, it’s really hard to stay positive sometimes. But I think that’s the only way out of this hell-hole. Maybe some travelling might do me some good.
I want all my single girlfriends to find love … seems like all our conversations end up at this topic – what a downer! lol
I’m nowhere nearrrr getting married, but, I just want to date. Meet ppl. And see if I can find someone amazing in that.
I think I got too comfortable being single for the past few years…pretty much my whole life… that it’s going to be hard even to put myself out there. I haven’t done that yet. And I’m really not feeling this online dating thing. Although, i haven’t tried it yet to be fair.
Just feeling bummed.
Anyways, I’m going to get back to this report…