Got a running nose and congestion among other issues. But I think I’m better than yesterday. So definitely on the road to recovery.
I feel sick…moreso inside than out.
I haven’t picked myself up as well as I wanted to. I don’t want to be writing these words again a month from now. Things have to change. I moved my GMAT books from the basement to the dining table – that’s a step, I guess. Now I have to open them.
When do I get this kind of freedom to study, to explore my career to apply to things that I would enjoy? When will I get the time to invest in me…. volunteer, take salsa lessons, learn to cook, paint, photograph and spend time with my family. Why am I looking at this unemployment as a prison?
I am going to put a strict schedule starting March. Everyday is going to be a new day to do new things and feel empowered and happy. It’s gotta be strict and productive and happy. I am tired of being tired of being tired. I’ the only one that can change the way I feel inside and out. It starts with healing… healing my cold – yes- but healing within.
I have a lot of good things going. I feel blessed in so many ways. So it’s time I show it and work on me – everything else will unfold beautifully. My attitude has to change. It’s not a sad period of my life. I will be successful, passionate about what I do and make the money. For now, I want to concentrate on building confidence, working hard and enjoying what God has given me – a chance to find peace within.